When you're not here.....

When I start feeling "restless" without mi amor around, I lay in bed and remember some of my most favorite moments with you....

Most recently was when you came back into town and texted me "I want to be inside you in ten minutes". Do you know hard it is to grab everything and drive home at 80 miles an hour when I was so wet??? I could barely walk out of the office I was so horny for you.

Even before we ever had sex, you could make me ache for you. Remember at the movie when I wore a skirt? I really wasn't trying anything, I was just rubbing your leg when you took my hand and put it on your hard dick.....I know you don't believe me but I was so surprised. It was our fourth date and I had no idea what you might feel like down there. When I felt the firmness and the size of it, I felt my insides melt with desire. To top it off, you slipped your hand in my skirt and your fingers rubbed me so sweetly. I had to tighten my mouth to keep from moaning outloud. Your fingers just kept rubbing and rubbing my clit....I arched my back and leaned my head back because I wanted to feel you as much as possible. I don't think I watched any of the last 30 minutes of the movie. If I could have gathered my senses, I would have gone down on you right then and there. As a matter of fact, I think we should definitely plan for that soon.

After that, I tried to get you in the back of my Jeep...."my seats lay down....". You said, "I think the back seat of my truck is bigger". I said "Let's see".

Do you remember what we did? I remember you took my panties off and I straddled you, kissing your lips. I ran my fingers around your face, tracing your eyes and cheeks...I was trying to put the curves of your face in my memory. I traced your lips with my fingers. Inside I was dying with wanting you. I guess you lost patience with me and grabbed my neck and pulled my neck to you, crushing my lips with yours. I could feel your teeth with my tongue.

We couldn't do it, so I just went down, I put you in my mouth. I loved the taste of you and tried to shove it all down my throat. You slipped your hand back up my skirt....do you remember? You were massaging my ass so softly. I wished you would just shove your hand inside....

I honestly just remembered this - I was so crazy with wanting you, I touched myself til I came, right there in your truck. Later, I wondered if you weren't bored at that point.

I drove home without my panties. Before I went to sleep, I touched myself again, thinking about how you felt in my hand, in my mouth.

I still yearn for you, just as much.